(un)lucky i'm in love with my best friend.

crap, i don't know what to do.
mum says to just forget everything abt u.
friends say you're a jerk.
& yet i'm still having tons of feelings for you.
dammit, i still love you.
but i just don't want to get hurt so easily like we did.

swim meet tmrw.

& i have no idea why my mum's so pissed at me for not sleeping early.

wtf, 9pm is too early for me!

plus, it's the formal tonight.

but since i'm still in year 9, i have to wait another year.

=|